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One sky, one destiny....
by One sky, one destiny.

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A Survey - Because I'm Bored

10/06/2011

1. What’s a question you’re afraid to ask? To whom?
I am usually quite good about saying the things I have on my mind. One I could ask is "are you ready?" To my best friend.

2. What’s something you hide about your personality?
My willingness to see the good in people and be a martyr to make them happy, no matter what that means.... as well as my severe anxiety about going places alone. It makes me jittery and nervous. I also hide my OCD a lot, for the simple fact that my rituals are quite strange at times.

3. What’s something other people think about you that you don’t agree with?
That I am mean. I am brutally honest. If the truth hurts, it's working.

4. How do you deal with criticism?
I deal well unless it directly attacks something that I stand for, and the person criticizing knows it.

5. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Probably just play with my hair and hold me and tell me how much I meant to them.... that they were tired of seeing me hurt and that I deserved better. -sigh-

6. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
I cooked dinner last weekend for my best friend and his roomie, as well as his roomie's friend. They all got stuffed and fell asleep not two hours later.

7. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
I want him to hold me again.

8. Describe your favourite texture.
The kind of soft that is so soft, you can barely feel it. I also like the way some modeling clays feel.

9. Trigger warning: Which national or global tragedy were you closest to and how did it affect you?
The national and global tragedies as of late do not personally strike me because I know no one who was in it. While this seems slightly heartless to say.... I can sympathize, but I do not know these people more than strangers.

10. Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance.
....You look at me and your eyes break my heart.
....Nine long years and you still know how to tear me apart.
....I am made of nothing but glass to you.
....My heart so transparent it shines to you.
....Your arms around me tight, I forget how I hurt before.
....Something so very right, I can't remember how it was without you anymore.
....Your kiss breaks my world to pieces, solidifies my tears.
....It breaks every thought I had, and melts away my fears.

11. Which fictional character would you most like to have lunch with and why?
Don't really have one I'm impressed with enough to want to.

12. Who would you say is your “anti” role model? Someone who serves as a warning rather than an inspiration?
My husband and somewhat my mother. My husband because of his horrendous temper and his inability to place any hope in the future or anything beyond this very second. My mother because she is incapable of seeing the good side of things. There is only darkness to her, and I cannot live in such a monochromatic way.

13. What’s your least “politically correct” opinion?
No clue.

14. What kind of underwear do you imagine Sherlock Holmes wears?
What does it matter?

15. What’s one of the most difficult things you’ve ever had to do?
Let someone go that I should not have.

16. If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why?
Nothing.

17. What’s the most infuriating thing your parents (or caregiver) do?
Waiting until I sit down to tell me something to do at the complete other side of the house.

18. Which Disney Princess do you most identify with and why? Which is your favourite and why? And yes- ANYONE can answer this question.
Belle and Mulan. Neither really quite fit the mold they were "supposed" to, and never quite fit in. While Belle learned to love a beast - I learned to love someone I never thought I would. Mulan learned to fight for what she believed in - I learned to do the same and stand up for it, even if I were standing alone.

19. You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy?
Not into the Action Movie thing. Unless it's a zombie-killing action movie.

20. What’s the silliest fan theory you’ve ever come up with?
I don't bother.

21. What did you think about before you fell asleep last night?
"I have got to figure out how to do this without a fight."

22. What’s the oddest term of endearment you’ve ever used or that someone’s used for you?
Someone calls me raccoon all the time because my nickname in highschool was Riku, and he's never played the game.... As well as someone just calls me "Ku."

23. What motivates you in life?
The hate and lack of support I get from everyone else around me. It only gives me drive to do better.

24. What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that?
I liked tomatoes in moderation before I had a cherry one squirt me in the eye when I was really young, and also until I developed a severe allergy to them after working at Subway.

25. How do you think you will fare when the Zombie Apocalypse arrives?
Very well. I have a crazy group of friends and a good arsenal as it is.

26. Which mythological creature are you most like? Why? And if you could be any mythological creature, which would you want to be? Why?
The phoenix. I have burned to death and risen from the ashes stronger than before. I would not want to literally BE the phoenix.... I would imagine death feels just the same each and every time.

27. Write a brief story about an actual adventure you’ve had.
My best friend and myself were driving down a road we usually took to get me home at night, and for some reason they had the road blocked off where there was a small bridge. I wasn't sure what happened, but he rolled up on it really slow, looking at it as though it were going to move out of the way so we could drive past. I reached over in the darkness and scared him so badly he hit his head on the roof of the truck and nearly rammed the barricade blocking the way when he pressed the gas pedal.

28. Describe one of the most awkward experiences of your life.
Probably when I pantsed my bestie. I'm not sure WHY I did it.... but I had to, for some reason.

29. What’s something that scares you about the future?
Getting over the large obstacles in the way of getting to it.

30. List 5 quirky things about yourself.
I'm OCD. Those rituals are quirks in and of themselves.

31. Describe your dream library.
I suppose it would be full of fantasy and art stock photo books as well as books with famous artists' works.

32. What’s the weirdest item you’ve ever mourned?
Probably when my husband overwrote my file on Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days. That was the last game I played with my best friend before we stopped talking for almost a year and a half.... because we both thought it would be better.

33. If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like?
Some massive roller coaster that is both the most amazing one, and the longest one. Oh and you could ride it more than once for a nominal fee, as well as be comfortable the entire time.

34. Do you have any “rules” about food?
I do not eat ungodly bloody meat. Nor strange parts of animals, such as pig feet.

35. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
Age is a number. Maturity and mindset is what make a relationship....

36. What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about?
Probably start a family.... I don't know why that's embarrassing, though my husband has me pretty ashamed about it now.

37. Describe a time/event in your life that you’re nostalgic for.
I miss being a child, when the world was all new, and everything was amazing.... It was so easy to smile, and now everything is so opposite.

38. How do you approach social situations?
I honestly don't. I prefer to keep to myself unless I have a couple of friends coaxing me gently. I think being in a club was the most awkward time of my life, though I dance quite well.

39. What is your ideal bed? Why?
My best friend's. He's got some foam mat thing on it that is not too squishy, and it does not hurt my back. It's just comfortable.... and I steal it whenever I can, sprawling with all limbs widespread. He usually lays on one of said limbs until I get uncomfortable enough to get out of his way.

40. Post a short excerpt from a fanfiction based on your life.
The truth is far more interesting than any fiction I could write about it....

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