Yesterday D worked late so I hung out w Jace (short for jacelyn) and her kids. Jace is my ex's sister but we were friends before I dated her brother. D doesn't like me hanging around her because he thinks she's not a good friend or person for that matter. I think a lot of it has to do w that she's Eric's sister. Eric doesn't live w her or anything though, he's grown & lives in another city and usually he just goes to her place on holidays n such so I don't have to see him or anything. You see, Jace is 24 (my age) & she's pregnant w her 4th kid, has no job & lives with her mom. She only dates black guys so all her kids are mixed. They are beautiful but rotten! & They love me very very much. Those kids just adore me  They mean a lot to me too and it's hard because I've been in their lives for the last 3-4 years. I helped her pick the names out for 2 of them and another one the way. It's really hard letting go of people with kids I think. Anyways, Jace does make a lot of mistakes.. she smokes weed & drinks (not while she's pregnant) and she is always getting into some sort of trouble w her mom. I know she's not so smart sometimes but we do have fun together even when we don't do anything. She's down to earth & we make each other laugh. She understands when people go through rough times because she has also & doesn't judge you for it. So I think D has came to the realization that I'm relaxed around her. I can just chill w her and it feels good even though she may not always pay me back the 10-20 dollars I loan her every now & then...
& I've been hanging out w her more because D's been working like crazy the last few days & Jace has a pool in her neighborhood which is always great to have near by in the summer I know it may be awkward for D that I hang out w my ex's family..but I don't think it's a problem as long as the ex isn't around..?? Am I wrong? plus I was friends with them first.. And they don't even like him half the time..lol
Anyways, we found out that Doug's Dad won't be getting the big check until July 24th!! :O Over a month away  This is going to be a VERY rough month!! Idk how we have managed to come this far, but I guess we'll manage for another month!! I just wish my dad would quit telling me how much I owe him. He's like well, now you're up to 200.00..big deal! 200.00 aint shit to them.. & he didn't pay for my car insurance..so i'm really hoping they dont' cancel it... I know I owe him, and as much as I'd love to pay him back right now I just can't. Any money I get I gotta survive on & help D survive on it too.. I gotta be there for him now even though they don't like it because we are in a RELATIONSHIP and that's what you're suppose to do. We are a team He was there for me all last year through me going to school and paid car payments & all for me.. I can't do that for him but I can sure as hell give him 20-30 dollars every now & then when he needs it. UGH F*n Parents!
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