Last night,
I talked to D one more time about how I felt. I told him he needs a new job but he just doesn't say anything back. He was hurting so bad last night from work. I remember sitting there watching him thinking he looked like he was 89 years old when he was walking. His back was throbbing he said..but what can I say?
You just can't help someone that doesn't wanna help themselves!Not only is his job hurting him, it's not paying anymore either..but what can I do? I just told him that we're going to have to go back to making our own money & doing our thing separately again. I know that makes me sound like a
Bitch because he's been there for me a year last year when I was in school and didn't have any money but I gotta pay my bills. It's not like I won't give him any after they're paid, I just gotta pay 'em first! I'm
trying to be responsible.....
It's storming.. I hate it when it storms now because
Sadie our dog, is scared of thunder...she shakes really bad & apparently has had seizures from them before. I haven't seen her have one in over a year we've been together
THANKFULLY! but it scares me when I have to leave her alone at home
I included some
PIX OF HER BELOW
I'm not looking forward to the weekend.. 1 because we aren't moving like we were planning on doing so because D has to work Saturday & Sunday..
although I don't think he should work for that company anymore! ..he won't listen to me... but I'm hoping the day will come when he realizes he's doing it all for probably nothing... and I'm hoping
that day comes sooner than later There are just
no explanations of why he should continue to work for him if he hasn't been paid in over a month & WHO KNOWS when he'll get paid again!! & 2 Because we are still broke... after my paycheck came through today it left me w 40.00 after they took out over 200.00 worth of overdraft fees that D racked up in the account w the exception of
one I accidently did.... UGH!!
SO DEPRESSING I just wonder if my car insurance will go through on Monday.. guess we'll see!
Anyways, I better get back to work.. as miserable as it may be!
Sprint customers are just ridiculous sometimes..
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What did he say when you said have to do things seperate again? Money ruins relationships I think. Ronnie and I always have issues with money..although i pay half the bills, he pays the other half and then it evens out. he's not getting ANY money? Maybe better off w/ unemployement! maybe he's afraid of a new change..
Money is the number one reason for break ups and divorces *hugs*
