bored

well... this is new.. I guess I could play around with the new compose entry page. I wonder if my layout will still be there. hrmm

anyho, this not having  job thing is starting to drive me bonkers. I should be productive and clean the house and stuff. Which I probably will do next week. This week, I've been helping my dad move. My whole body is sore. We finally finished moving everything out Wednesday night/Thursday morning at 2. It was just me, Russ, my dad, and my dad's friend, Tim. The first day, Coach Ream helped us move the furniture. But no one else came, which was irritating. Russ was really sick too, and I feel so bad about how much he worked. But it's all done now.

I got an e-mail today from the lady at the school I interviewed at Monday. I was supposed to hear back from her by today, but in the e-mail she pushed that back until next week.. soooo i wait. In the mean time, I'm sending out resumes every where I can. I'm really hoping for this position at that school. It's another small private school for children with special learning needs. Or those that juslt can't handle a public school setting. It sounds like a great job. And I could seriously use one of those. I was really hoping I'd get an answer today. The school district only opens the substitute teacher listings on the first of the month. So I have to apply Sunday anyway. Being a substitute is my last chance for a teaching position until next school year. If that doesn't work out, it's time to go back to retail. ugh. Maybe I'd look into independant pharmacies. I have six years of pharmacy technician experience. Independant pharmacies are so much better than retail like wal-mart. Or I'll research hospital pharmacy openings. I really don't want to be a technician again, but not having a job is not an option. This month, we'll be ok for rent and bills, but next month is another story. I feel so useless. I know I put this upon myself. I haven't been unemployed in over a decade. It's crazy.

ohhh i think i figured it out...

a little bit...