.x. Burnt out

So, it's been a while.

I'm tired yall.  Like, mentally, emotionally, physically, and I don't really know why.  I think I just need a break.  I'm tired of cooking, and cleaning, and folding laundry for 8 people.  I'm tired of this home school shit cause I need a minute away from the kids.  I wanna sleep in on the weekends til at least 10 without my  kids or my dad hollering at me.  I wanna stay home and not have to drive David to work.  Or I wanna get out of the house, BY MYSELF, without david or the kids with me.  I want simple things, but I just can't have those things.  I'm tired of having to take 4-6 anxiety pills a day just cause my stress level is through the fucking roof.  

I just wanna be free for 1 day....to sleep, or cry, or not do a fucking thing for a change.  I'm getting burnt out.  Bad.