.x. Still Alive | 06/25/2015 |
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So....long time. Still no job. Needless to say I'm flat broke. I finally got my food stamps up. Now up to $649 which is fantastic compared to what we was getting, although we don't get them til next month. They didn't back-date it to April when I turned all my stuff in but I'm not going to bitch. Me and David have been on egg shells. Everyone is yelling at me to get a job...but not saying anything to him. So that alone makes me mad as hell. They have the nerve to call me lazy... Yet he's barely worked in the 4 and a half years we have been together. I dont know....I got discharged from my doctor because I didn't have gas to get to 2 appointments. And so I called to cancel them....and then the 3rd appointment I completely forgot it was on a Monday, and not a Wednesday. And I'm 17 weeks pregnant and can't find a doctor, and haven't seen one in 2 months. Either they arent accepting new patients, or they don't take my insurance. I don't know what to do. I've begged the office manager at my old doctor and she sounds like she could give a fuck. How can no one see a pregnant woman? I have never heard babies heartbeat. I don't know how baby is. Sometimes I think I feel a kick....but I'm un for sure. I know I felt charity and Ezra both mover around 14 weeks. So all that together has me stressed out to the max already.
I'm lost and just don't know what to do. Bad luck just won't stop coming.
The Baby
March 21, 2015 - First faint positive
March 29, 2015 - First visit to E.R. for cramping. Levels were 1,300 and ultrasound showed a gestational sac.
April 3, 2015 - Second visit to E.R. for fluids. Levels were 5,600 and ultrasound showed gestational sac and yolk sac.
April 8, 2015 - First ultrasound at OBGYN office to make sure baby is okay, and hopefully found out my due date. Baby is great, due Date is December 3, and the heartbeat was 140.
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Does your insurance provider have a website that you can search for dr's? That's how I found a couple of mine. That must be so stressful for you. Good luck with the dr search!
I did that. I'm on state insurance. I called all the doctors but none are accepting new tenncare patients right now.
