So, I've been having some old feelings for a fling I had while my husband & I were separated a couple of years past & I don't know how to get rid of them. It was only once, but now I am feeling that I want to do something like that w/him again & can't seem to get him off my mind today...don't get me wrong, I am very happy w/my life right now & things couldn't be better w/my hubby but I just have these urges for this guy I had a brief fling w/only once & its shaken me that I would want to try & contact him even tho I know its wrong. I'm just gonna do my best to fight the urges to not think of him & enjoy time w/my hubby instead I just thought if I wrote it down that it would help me to move on & get away from that old memory cuz it was fun while it lasted but things are in a better place right now & I don't want to ruin them over something in the past |