I! AM! NOT! ANEROXIC!

08/12/2013

I! AM! NOT! ANEROXIC!MONDAY
12th August 2013, 7.19 PM.

For the last time...

I. Do. NOT. HAVE. ANEROXIA!

Look, Honeybee, I really appreciate your concern, but ASGHGHFHFHF.

You had to write an entry about it?!

I'll just make one thing clear: I'm not stupid. I'm not hiding anything. I do not purge. I am not bulimic. I do not have aneroxia. I do not starve myself. The only reason I doubted chicken today was because I ate 13 pieces of chicken yesterday!

Why do you not believe me?!

I know I sound pretty conscious of my weight and I sound like an aneroxic person but that doesn't mean...I just don't have an eating disorder!

Well, great. Everybody's going to think that I'm aneroxic now. How awesome is that?

I act as though I care about what I eat. But I don't, okay? How would an aneroxic person eat three slices of cheese bread (two having pepperoni), two plates of chicken rice, and half a box of Nerds in one day?

LOL, that sounded totally greedy but really, that's what I ate today.

But in all honesty, please. Don't make me want to scream.

And then I called you and you say you wrote the entry for fun. And now I have no idea whether to take you seriously or not.

Why did I even bother to write this? Everybody thinks that aneroxic patients don't see that they have a problem so they'll probably won't flicking believe me.

Do you know how *bleep*ing angry I am right now?

Yeah...that angry.

Unfortunately, my bubbly personality refuses to allow me to be angry for long. *Facepalms*

But Honeybee, believe me, it's very embarrassing when my best friend talks about how aneroxic I am when I fecking don't have a stupid eating disorder.

I don't purge. I don't starve. And I know that you're the one who posted that comment about how "you have a friend that has a nice voice...when you're far away, that is" in my previous entry.

I'm not aneroxic, nor am I bulimic.

End of *bleep*ing story.

Hope you had a non-frustrating day, everybody.
"Life is like a rollercoaster." - Miss Dreamer





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