Silly WorriesTHURSDAY
21st March 2013, 9.49 PM.
I was thinking just now (ha, I'm always thinking). Honeybee, you know when you wonder why T.G and I won't just break up and get over it? Even though we have, like, a history of make-ups and break-ups? Well, here's why. When I've cooled down in a fight with T.G, I think of all the good times we had together and then I say to myself, "Is it really worth it to give up all those great times together just because of one stupid fight?!" That's what stops me from breaking up with T.G. Actually, I once asked her, when she wanted to break up, if she could just forget all of those bad things and think of my good points. After all, one bad thing doesn't make you a bad person, right? You're bound to have done at least one good thing in your life.
I said to her, "Come on, think of my good points lah, don't just keep thinking of all those bad points!" I was so shocked at what she said next.
"What good points? But you don't have any good points, what," she said.
In my head, I was like, WTF?! Are you kidding me?! What about all those times I comforted you when you were upset and I helped you out with your troubles - oh shit, I can feel the anger coming back. But anyway, when she said that, I don't think she meant to hurt my feelings. Seriously. When she said those words, she sounded genuine. I think maybe, she was too upset to remember any of my 'good points'. Maybe. I hope she didn't really mean it. Actually, Honeybee may be right, why am I still with he-SHUT UP. Don't you dare think that, Dreamer!
Though, I think it might be chiefly because I'm too afraid to handle another break-up...
Anyway, I'm on holiday, I shouldn't worry about all these silly things. *Determinedly gets on trampoline in my mind, jumps and screams* WHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
♫ No apologies.
He'll never see you cry.
Pretend he doesn't know,
That he's the reason why,
You're drowning,
You're drowning,
You're drowni-i-i-i-ing. ♫
Hope you had a worry-free, imaginative day, everyone.
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