The Stab Of Jealousy

Hi people.

I'm using Eye's iPod to type this. Hooray. Anyway, I ain't got much to talk about except...

...friend problems. >.> Well, it didn't take me long to return to my bad habit of being crazy and irritating during lessons. Honeybee and T.G have been irritated at me lately. Just now, when they told me a secret, my reaction was just, "Oh" Honeybee was like -_-. Well, how do they expect me to react? "Oh WOW, that's so amazing!! Is *bleep* *bleep*? Daww!" I put the 'bleeps' because they are giveaways to the secret. Anyway! I'm going back home with Eye and Shuffles. Why am I not with T.G or Honeybee? Well, since our group starts half an hour earlier than T.G's does, we have to wait half an hour for her. I was going to wait but Honeybee said that she wanted to go home with T.G alone. Well, eff it then. That really made me feel as though somebody punched me straight through my chest. I hope they're having a great time without me. They probably are. Talking and laughing together...I can picture them doing that. Have a great time without the Crazed Pyscho. Yeah, Bee, I hope you read this.

I thought Honeybee would understand me more when I told her about my Dream Journal. Turns out I might be wrong.

But then again, how can anyone understand me when I can't even understand myself?

Have a nice day, everyone. .-.
"Life is a rollercoaster." -Dreamer

P.S. And yes, the Stab of Jealousy is stabbing my heart right now.