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Master is at poker, kids are in bed, and I'm....on bloop. Watching TLC and the Duggars having baby 19. I really do give that woman mad props. Her patience maked me quite jealous.

The party went beautifully...had a good turn out. Everyone mingled an hour or so before any of the action started...was nice to get the canceto host the party, I really don't think I would f been capable of walking any further then it took to get back to my bed haha. All in ll I would call it a grand success. My legs are still a tad sore, a grand reminder of my night.

Master seems quite back on the fence regarding marriage. I'm a tad disappointed, but, ah well. When we first got together,it was purely friends with benefits...living together, being a couple was a bit of a fluke. He questions his ability to truely know what love is, due to psychiatric diagnosis made during his time in prison. Antisocial Personality Disorder. Its rather a disleading name. I'm...I don't know. But it stings. He acts no diffrentlytowards me then during the marriage discussion...maybe sweeter, if anything But just knowing he questions his feelings for me, leaves me rather unsettled. To say the least. No, I'm no more "into" moogamy then he is (although I CAN do it) ut I do quite want to be married. I like the companionship aspect of it, the partnership. Knowing that may not be in the cards... I dunno.

Seriously considering bed before he gets home...still a bit tired, and his main evening MO lately has been attempting to get me high enough to eat, and I really don't care to deal tonight...

Do you have a facial expression you seem to pull a lot? What is it?
The raised eyebrow wtf?

Do you always listen to music when you're online?
Pretty much.

If so, what are you currently listening to?
Jimi Hendrix

When you can't sleep, what do you do?
Draw

Did you like the last book you read? What was it about?
It was about DID - called Becoming Kate. 8th time through - highly reccomend.

Do you prefer things (Movies, books, etc) that scare you or make you laugh?
It depends on my mood. .

Have you ever rubbed your eyes so much you couldn't see for a while?
Yeah

Do you like people more or less when they have similar tastes to you? Why?
More, obviously. There's more to talk about.

Do you ever forget how to do really simple things? Like what?
No

What would you change about your current physical appearance if you could?
Taller, thinner, moe toned, perkier chest

Were you born with naturally straight teeth?
...i had no teeth when i was born.

Do you pull faces at yourself when you look in the mirror?
No

Do you try not to take a lot of medicine or do you take it whenever?
Depends

Do you prefer acoustic or studio versions of songs?
Depends on the song.

Do you quote movies often? Any ones in particular?
Not really

If you were the opposite gender, what name would you like to be called?
I cant imagine being male...

Do you like the sound of your computer's keyboard typing?
No

If you had to make a superhero secret base somewhere, where would it go?
Here.

Do you prefer original or sour Skittles?
Sour

What about chocolate or peanut M&M's?
i don't like M&Ms

Your favourite band: Do you prefer their old or new stuff?
They haven't put out an album i don't like yet.

Do you check to make sure your ear phones are going in the right ear?
No

What pattern was on the last pair of socks you wore?
Stripes

Would you rather have a big house or a big garden?
Big house. I live on 15 acres...The garden is massive.

Are fireworks illegal to buy where you live?
only the good ones

When was the last time you felt dizzy?
last night getting choked

Do you have a crush on anyone who's unattainable? Why are they?
No

Can you talk and work at the same time?
Yeah...better, actually

Do you care more about yourself or more about others?
Others.

Do you find it easy to pass the time or do you get really bored?
Depends on the day.

Do you like going to museums? Any particular type?
love historical museums

Is there anyone you don't think you'll ever get over? Who?
no

Are you ever scared of people reading your survey answers?
No. i wouldn't publish it if I were

If you could change your accent, would you? To what?
Nah

What time do you usually go to bed at on weekends?
3-4

Does any part of you itch right now?
no

How often do you re-watch / re-read things or are you more 'once only'?
Depends how much i like it

What time is it right now?
8.14pm

Should you be doing something else instead of this? What?
Nah

What colour are your eyes? Do you like them?
Green. Love them

What colour ink do you prefer writing in?
Black

What is your favourite kind of take-away to order?
Chinese

What is your favourite joke?
i dunno.

When was the last time you met someone who shared your first name?
Itsrare

Have you inherited any garments from your parents or grandparents?
I have a top my mom wore in HS. Big huge bell bottoms from then, too. And my grandma's wedding dress

When was the last time you took a picture? What was it of?
A and B reading abook.

Do you ever watch movies with the subtitles on just for fun?
yes

Do you tend to call people by their birth name or a nickname?
Depends on what they prefer

When was the last time you visited the doctor? Why did you go?
August for broken ribs- car wreck

Do you ever wear shoes even though they hurt your feet?
yes