Today was a good day for me.. didnt really sleep much bc of my baby's seizure but i stayed awake until he texted me and then at like 10 am wen i was just gunna go to sleep, he texted me! OMG i was soooo happy!!! I asked him if he was okay and he was like yeah i guess just have ahead ache and i told him that i was sooo worried and that i didnt sleep till i knew from him to tell me that he was okay and he thought that was just the sweetest thing ever  I love him so much 
Then around like 2pm I went on Facebook and my best friend whose also my twin IMed me and i told her what happened and she knew i was depressed and she was gunna come over and cheer me up (how sweet). but her mom wouldnt let her  . so i was supposed to be punished bc of ma grades. so then i called my mom and asked her if i could go to ma twins house and since my mom knew i was all depressed and upset so she let me go to her house YAY! so then i got dressed and walked to her house this time i was actully there for a while! woop woop and it was soo much fun i lve chillin with her she is just so awesome to hang out with n she is hilarious! hahaha lol she cheered me up so much.
then i walked home it was scary outside i was scared but thank goodness for ma mp3 player haha music always makes things better n block out sounds u dont wanna hear n then when im walking ma friend jade is outside yelling like a weirdo saying she goin to go to a party to get drunk and to fuck :O lol i was just like wow lol n then she wants to spend the night this weekend n im like idk ill ask ma mom but im not gunna ask my mommy bc jade is physco n she does to much, i would rather spend the night at ma twins house or have ma twin here with me.
So while i was doen talking to the crazy chick i kept on walking n my twin messaged me from FB and we was talkin bout how we had like the same idea bout how we wanted to take pics. lol i love it, u can tell we are alike i mean damn we freaking think alike! hahah so then wen i got home my mom was all like bout time u got home lol and i was like yeah mom lol haha n the i showered n got like 4 messages. 2 from fb (one from the twin), and one from ma baby n sum status comment from ma friend ciara :/.
Okay so its later in the day like 9 or 10 o'clock pm and my so callled best friend ciara keeps updating her fb status talkin bout me and how im a bad friend! "smh :/ im unsure what to do nothing ever really changes i guess it will be another two weeks until we hang out i really hope u can schedule me in (sarcasm)" <--------- thats her fb status.... she thinks that im always with ma bf but that is not true me and him hang out like every other day n not even for a long time like wtf that crap pissses me off to no end she says im a bad friend and 2 faced, and she talks mad crap bout my bf behind his back n on fb and she know he sees it and so it hurts him bc he did nothing to her. i mean he dont like her bc she talk so much ish bout him. and when she was dating this asshole over the summer and was at his house all the freaking time from morning to night n even snuck out her house just to be with him, and she knew i hated him alot! but i didnt care if we didnt hang out bc i was still there for her. i mean who lied for her so she can see him??? I DID!! when she got drunk n looked terrible. who cleaned her up n let her cry?? I DID so dont say i am a bad friend when ive been there from the begining! ugh! like ppl change so much. who can u trust now a days! WHO! |
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