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So, I'm 25 and for my height I should weigh between 50-60kilos. 55 being ideal Unfortunately I'm not. Back in high school I used to actually have a flat tummy. Now? Pfft. hahahaha!
June 2008 I moved from one side of the country to the other to see if I can make my husband (who was just a friend at the time) mine At that point, I weighed 75 kilos. Before we actually met, I tried desperately to lose weight to meet him and my hard work paid off. I went from 75 to 68 in 4 weeks! OMG but I completely fucked up somewhere and just before I met him early that October, I put that weight back on He still liked me though so I wasn't phased. In fact, he showed me heaps how much he liked me and I let myself go.... straight up to 87 kilos.
I didn't leave the house much. I was so ashamed of myself so I joined the biggest loser club. Walked half an hour a day and had replacement meals for breakfast and lunch and a healthy dinner. At this point we had already set a date for the wedding so there was definately motivation and will power there I successfully lost 7 kilos in 2 months
I then became extremely lazy about the whole thing. Ate what I wanted, drank what I wanted and didn't exercise. I did however continue to count my calorie intake and never let it get past a specific amount so I maintained my weight at 80 kilos. But recently I was talking to a friend who lost 22 kilos and she looks absolutely FABULOUS!.... She told me what she did to lose the weight and no shit, it was pretty much the same routine I originally had on the biggest loser. Except that she was using a different brand of shakes. She was walking everyday and yeh... she looks... just well, WOW!
So, I have decided to start back up again. I already know that I have been successful with this method of losing weight and I already know that I CAN get off my ass and walk at least half an hour a day. For the first time in a while I jumped on my scales today to find that I'm 79.8! WOOT! I'm in the 70's (the high end) but still the 70's. I told myself that everytime I see the scales I will NOT let my weight go over whatever came up. So, I won't ever be going over 79.8 again
My goal is to reach 50 kilos by December 2011. Xmas and summer in Australia kicks ass and I NEED to be comfortable with myself enough to wear the clothes that I want. The summer clothes! It's been waaaaaay too long.
That's it folks. I'll keep my weight updated in my diary |