Back at work tonight, Linda's hubby wanted to go bowling tonight. I don't mind i love spending time with her she really has a good outlook especially having MS and mostly having to be in bed.
Trying to get some stuff together so i can get my Christmas stuff together so i can get a tree up this year. I bought a little table tree for in front of the door where i can put up and surround it with some christmas decorations. Now if i can get the big one out and all the stuff that goes on it, hopefully it is still in good shape if not i will get another one. Last year with Mom sick i was very depressed and wasn't in the mood to do it!!!!
Dad's birthday is coming up the 2nd which always a real hard day for me i wish so much he was still with me but i look at it that he is not in pain and suffering anymore. I still picture him laying in the hospital bed in the den in so much pain and suffering i guess it is a memory that never will go away and the night i went over to see him the last time after he passed away, he was looking directly at the ceiling like i am ready to come, he looking so peaceful and relaxed.... You know this is the first time i have been able to talk about this!!!
Well guess i better go get Linda taken care of....hugs |
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