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xxxyou are the reason that i breathexxx
by .:kirstie.lynn:.

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im screamin at night, as if i thought you'd hear me...

01/27/2009

woah.
im confused.
i cant tell if im hurt or pissed.
angry or sad.
i want to forgive him and understand where he is coming from...
we really do kinda live far away...and i dont do long-distance relationships.
but still...
he doesnt even really want to try to make it work.
it kinda really hurts.
it feels like no body ever wants to have a SERIOUS relationship with me.
i dont know what im gonna do.
i just cant stop thinking about it.
im so scared that im gonna be alone for my whole life.
i know it sounds silly to say, but im serious.
that is my biggest fear.
ending up alone.
being alone for the rest of my life.
=S
grr.
i hate my life.

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Boys around there aren't worth it really.
They have a lot of growing up too do.
They know absolutely nothing about having a serious relationship.
Once you get out of that town, you'll find someone.
Just keep your head up, it'll happen.
:]

[kendra beth. //|0 likes] [|reply]

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