this cant be happening to me, this is just a dream. | 09/15/2009 |
it's been a while...
so wow. things have changed a lot since last time i was on this thing.
things with josh went sour.
i take full responsibility for that one though.
i was dumb about stuff.
whatever.
so, i didnt go into the marines.
its all a big run around bullshit reason why really.
but whatever. i dont wanna talk about it.
i met a guy.
his name is jake.
hes a good guy. he really is...
but, sometimes i get the feeling hes too clingy, or controlling.
then theres joey.
this man.
ooh.my.goodness.
i care about him so much but its like...
he wants me, but only when im around...
when im not around, i know he is getting with other girls..
thats just how joey operates.
he really upset me the other night.
but i dont wanna talk about that either.
ugh.
my mom and i are supposed to be going to get our nails done today.
that should be fun. i havent done anything fun with my mom in a long time.
i miss her.
a lot actually.
but, i dont miss vince.
then tonight jake is taking my grandma and i to the casino up in traverse.
that should be interesting considering ive never been to a casino.
this weekend im going down to holland for a much deserved vacation.
vacation from manistee and kaleva and just...everything.
my life is seriously starting to suck hardcore.
i need need need to find a J O B
ha. good luck with THAT.
FML.
love.
peace.
-kirstie♥ |
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