Big Blahs

So after yesterday's little rant, I'm not feeling much better. My husband came home during his break this morning and informed me that his extra shift he picked up tonight goes extra late. He probably won't be home until 12 am. I try really hard to be accepting, I know that he's doing it to get a little extra money for us. But it's really hard to be alone all the time.

Tonight I'm going out with his best friend. And to be clear, it's not anything like that lol. We're going to the halloween store, I need to start getting some things for our costumes. I was supposed to go with my husband, but of course, he has to work. His friend was going to tag along with us anyway, so we are just going to go together. 

There really isn't much more to say about this situation. I'm just lonely and tired of him never being home. And he really doesn't seem to care. Money is fine, but I really miss my husband. It's not like we have a lot of time to spend together. In reality, our only full day we get together is Sunday. And we always have to go to his parents house on Sunday's. So we don't even get any real time together then. I'm tired.