wednesday, 2nd of november, 2011. 12
sitting here in the class room on my laptop, meant to be doing work but cant seem to lift up the book.
last night i just finally figured out that Blue* likes me. yes, Blue*. The guy ive liked for i dont know, since that day we first had that pretty long deep'conversation.
we talk about random stuff now, but you know he's always the one to start the random topics, when ever im quite close to him like around school, he always tells me how he feels about stuff that just happend and his family, example: "man, hopefully we dont have to work too long, my sisters gona get pissed.. she thinks this schools stealing me away." hes a random dude, but i like how Blue can open up to me, and he doesnt talk like that to the other girls. i can say we arent friends like hang with eachother friends but just convo friends.
<{{excuse me for my language, it just Feels real weird calling the following words in english. its the norm for me to use the maori words}}>
so last night, the lil kids had a 'noho'(sleep over?) to practice 'kapahaka'(maori dance group,) it was just me and him from wharekura(high school students/classes) i was finishing off some work till i saw that Blue was still here watchinG the kids practice, so i went to go watch them aswell, but only so i could be around him. as i was walking past the big window he was sitting at, he glanced at me then moved over so there was a space next to him and asked me to climb through, so of course i did, and then he started to ask me questions about myself, like praticly 21questions. he was really interested. i liked it alot. so thats what gave me the idea that he likes me back.
but thats not all, these couple of days we've been glancing at eaachother alot, like just twenty minutes ago when i walkd into the kitchen i saw him and he sees me too, he even smiled and did the ""ups""
description: 18yrs old, his eyes change in lighting of the sun. if its grey cloudy his eyes are dark black/brown. if its sunny his eyes are grey, lighted up and sexy.
his lips are so delicious, there just so darn perfect.
his hairs naturally black, rough how says he likes it.
his bodys so darn fit, and hot., hes not tall, hes not short either, hes 'just' taller than me.
hes passionate about our language and culture, hes insightful(see's before he speaks), hes determined about school work, he likes kids, spesh babies(  ), he can be himself when he feels comfortable, when theres too much girls around he wont talk , but when its him and his bros hes normal.
there are also problems to why i cant go 'there' with him.
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