I want to be able to talk about myself to people. All the time its them telling me their life. Me, me, me. They don’t realise that I have a life too, waaay more dramatic than theirs. My childhood was shit. I only rarely ever have a good, sweet two weeks. Then something takes it down. I myself have been on the verge of suicide. I myself have been through depression. I’ve ran away. i know love, and heartbreak. . I have this thing of being really listenable, and its easy for people to open up to me and talk to me. I just wish I how to shut them up quietly and let myself open up to them. I need to! Before im closed for ever, and can’t get out of this shell.
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