..again.
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I'm so sick of this shit happening. Boys suck. Well rephrase, this one damn boy sucks.
Its like. I can't get him out of my head. I don't want anything to do with him anymore, but I can't seem to get away from thinking about him. "I don't care that he's with him. It doesn't bother me anymore." But it does. I fucking hate it. STILL! I can't stand that he's with PeeJay. I can't fucking stand it. Why? WHY? WHY couldn't I have been his firstboyfriend?
If he loved me so much, why couldn't we have been together. Why couldn't we have been a real fucking couple?
I often wonder, "does he kiss, the way I used to kiss you?" |