I hate how much it hurts to think that things could've gone some where amazing.
It hurts to know that I fucked it up and I can not take it back.
Everything is meant to happen for a reason.
I just wish I understood why they happened in the fashion they happened.
This is for the boy who showed me what I can be.
Who lit up my world from the moment I talked to you.
Who showed me that not everything in the world is perfect,
but you've got to take things when they come.
Otherwise they might pass you by.
I don't know why you do what you do
how you do what you do
or what exactly you do what you do,
all I know, is that I could've loved you
and shown you what real love feels like.
We had so much in so little time
for it to all be taken away,
the way it was stolen.
The universe allows things to happen
to see what choices we make.
But hindsight is 20/20
It is always clearer what you should've done,
what you could've done.
What I didn't do.
"Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows.
Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play.
The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you."
You showed me that I have to live without you.
That I can still live without you.
You showed me the way
No matter how hard it hurts
To know it
You showed me what I needed to be shown.
I Miss You GLA
I Miss You SAG
I Miss You. |