Since my life is primarily focused on school and work, I often have enough time to focus on myself, due the amount of time day-dreaming in class. I pull myself inward, searching my own soul for answers to questions I might have. I at this moment am finding it hard to remember such questions, but then again if I can't remember the question, the answer I must not have just yet. I say search my soul because I believe the soul is what drives you, it is what compels you to do this, yes you have a brain and in that brain and throughout your body there are nerve connections that receive impulses and translate them into actions or thoughts....but..I think that many would agree you do things to benefit your soul, make yourself feel good, compel yourself to try new things or meet new people. It would be the place in which all conscience decisions on cost/benefit choices take place. I have yet to figure out where the soul is but I know it's there, and I know you can feel it too. I could be said that it is that "little voice in your head", Psychologists would call this the Id I believe, if I am wrong please feel free to correct me, I am kinda rusty on my psychology. Anyway, back to my theory, you do what you think is right for your soul, sometimes however, like many decisions, a conflict of interests can arise. For example, you have a significant other, yet you still fantasize about another individual that you see as attractive. You know that if you made an effort towards the lust, you would conflict a moral boundary that your soul would find unfavorable.
Ha, okay, let me level with anyone who so happens to read this entry, I do not have a chance to express some of these thoughts with others because frankly many people that I know how understand, I am in no way saying my friends or colleagues are less intelligent, I am only stating that I don't have anyone to tell these thoughts to, so I thank you for taking the time out of your night and or day to read this entry, I assure you it is greatly appreciated.
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