looking for a sign of life

Ok so I can't really take vitamins with my stomach going crazy like it is nowdays. I've tried taking them but they make me feel like throwing up even more than what I feel already OR they make me throw up. I've been thinking about taking them in the afternoon but I don't want to throw up so I'm kind of scared to. I did take cough medicine for a while too but it makes my stomach hurt too so that's out. Everything (except my lip and nose) really narrows down to my stomach. It is fucking ridiculous. Sometimes I can't even sleep well because my stomach hurts. I'm just so sick of it. I take care of myself and everything and my body still fucks up.

I have class in a little while but I'm not feeling up to it. I know I HAVE to go because I need to ask questions about my annotated bibliography and I need to turn in my homework. Plus I miss going to class, even though I only missed one day this week. After archaeology, I have to go to put in my lab hours. I need to have 18 hours completed this semester. Then I'm going to ASU to ask them about the health insurance the college offers because this whole not-having-health-insurance is really annoying me.

I am also ANNOYED at Julie again. She gave me some things to cut out yesterday afternoon but I didn't so I was going to do it at home but I was feeling like junk because my stomach hurt and I was exhausted. I just remembered this morning that she needed them for today but seriously, she doesn't have a bunch of things going on and I do. She chose to not go to school this semester so she has a a lot of free time whereas I just don't. She leaves early every single day (except Wednesdays) so she is able to work on this whereas I don't get off work until 5:30PM and I don't get home until 7ish PM. So, I'm at work from 7:15 - 5:30, don't get home until super late, and she gives me more things to do! URGH.

Anyway I'm off to finish getting ready for class.

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