last night.
7 of us in a bedroom.
for hours.
just feeling.
just loving.
just living.
forgetting everything else.
some sort of quality emerging from each of us.
from all of us.
i have been so caught up on what will be.
on what else we're here for
on where this road will take me.
on the dark parts of my soul.
i forgot about feeling.
i forgot about my walls.
i forgot how good we feel to each other.
how everything is beautiful
just the way it is.
just the way we are.
i needed the beauty of last night
the friendship of last night.
the Truth of last night.
and today i woke up
still feeling
the softness of my husky
the warmth of my friends
the way a cool breeze is refreshing
the smoothness of my skin
the stillness of my mind
the center of being.
today i woke up grateful.
to the point words just can't express.
i don't know where my road will take me.
i don't know where your road will take you.
i don't know so many things.
but i know that right now i am here
in nashville.
i know right now that my friends make life so fucking beautiful.
& that will never change.
i know that life can be beautiful.
life is beautiful.
& i know i'll be okay.
((i haven't known that in a long time))
//tell me now,
can you feel it?//