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I know it's bad but it feels so good...

03/24/2010

Opened up to Luke about how much I feel that I need "my sub" around. I don't want to give him up I will if he insists, but it will really hurt me to do so He said, [summarised]: "if you have real feelings for him, you need to tell him. Right now he thinks that his love isn't reciprocated and he is probably very confused about what he means to you. Be honest with him. If you want to date him, I won't tell you not to. But he is young and everybody will hate you for this. They'll think you manipulated him or exposed him to something depraved and sick. Nobody will approve of you. It will make him have to lie to everyone he cares about. Don't let him enter this blindly. Be honest with him. And make sure he knows that he'd be sharing you with me. Make sure he understands everything before you even... ...And don't you dare fuck him without talking to me about it first. Don't even -- ...fuck. It's a bad idea, Aaron."

And I replied: "more reason to go ahead with it, then, huh?"

What the FUCK? Why can't I walk away from this??! He's right, it IS a bad idea, but I CAN'T walk away. He is too. Fucking. Perfect. He fills all the holes in me that I didn't know were there until I met him. He doesn't even know what he does for me. He is utterly innocent and pure and humble and sincere and ... he's also a virgin and... *sigh* sixteen years old.

I know. I know. It looks bad. It looks... really bad. ...For one, he IS legally an adult... not that we're having sex anyway... And for another, he initiated EVERYTHING. This is HIS fantasy. The sissy shit, the cuckolding, the verbal humiliation, the clothed-Dom unclothed-sub, slavery, even fucking... he wants me to use him, degrade him, humiliate him (in private), everything EVERYTHING... He told me it's what he wanted. More than anything. He's not aroused without it. He's never ... He's... I don't know. This is in his blood. He's so obedient, I'm always wondering wtf who fucking trained you? And he says, "this is just the way I am." And my heart melts. It's not me exposing him to these things... It's him exposing me. So for fucks sake I'm not some goddamn predator. I didn't mean it to happen like this. We flirted once and then fell into this. I just know it looks bad, and I know as the older, more experienced one I shouldn't be dragging him down this path but he's been taken advantage of because of his need to submit before and he deserves to be looked after and ... I want to protect him and show him... I don't know. I just care for him deeply and .... I can't walk away from it.

Luke is amazing for listening and I think he understands... In any case, he knows it's between me and sub boy and he will just support me either way because he is fucking perfect and I'm the luckiest guy in the world wtf was I jesus christ in my past life?

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Hey, hey, hey be careful. 16 is ONLY the age to consent between people between the ages of 16-18. You can still get in trouble. 18 is the age for everybody else. Seriously.

The law has a loophole that can let parents of a minor still charge you with statuatory rape, whether he's 16 or not.

So just be careful about that.



If you're having feelings for this boy, maybe you SHOULD tell him. Maybe his response will surprise you. I think you're stronger than you think you are--But being upfront with Luke IS necessary, though you seem to understand that 100%.

[Birrrdy|0 likes] [|reply]

i'll double check in the morning but i am pretty sure where i live, sixteen is it. *frown* i will double check.

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

Even if it is, what I'm saying is that "The Age to Consent" only applies to a couple who are both between the ages of 16-18. For instance, if the age to consent is 16, if a 25 year old has sex with a 16 year old, he can still get in trouble, for being an adult. There's a loophole in the law.

I only know, because I'm doing a paper on a supreme court battle going on over it.

I'm just saying be careful!

[Birrrdy|0 likes] [|reply]

Age of consent
Generally in Western Australia the age that someone can legally consent to sex is 16.

The law about under-age sex is the same for all. It doesn’t matter what sexes and genders the people are. If you are:

* under 13 – no one is allowed to have sex with you (even if you say yes or ‘consent’). See Sexual Assault and Rape in the Violence section);
* between the ages of 13 and 16 – a person is not allowed to have sex with you. However, if you gave consent AND they are no more than 3 years older than you AND they believed you were 16 or older at the time, then they may have a defence to the crime;
* aged 16 or 17 – a person is not allowed to have sex with you if you are under their care, supervision or authority (even if you consent).

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

Between 16 and 18 years, a young person
can have sex with any other person who is 16
years or over as long as they are not in a
position of power/authority over them and/or
they are under their care/supervision. After
this time sexual relations with some
professionals (Doctors, teachers, social
workers etc) may breach their code of
conduct. Non-conventual sexual relations are
always a crime.

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

Yea, he's not in America - it might be different.

[Kate.Monster|0 likes] [|reply]

same applies here in Canada. once you are the legal age of an adult (which is 18 or 19 depending who you ask). Be careful!

[- misseriin*Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Aw man Aaron.. he's a baby.. please be careful. I'd hate to see anything happen to you because of this

[-AndBabyMakesFour!-Star|0 likes] [|reply]

i agree with luke. if people found out they'd think you were sick and depraved and would probably try to get you in trouble. they'd view you how you did luke, except they won't have the benefit of loving you and coming to understand you.

if you do go ahead with it, you both need to keep it to yourselves, and to luke.

[& skull.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

only you can make the right desicion sweetie.

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