Fuck You! Literally ... that's all ya'll are good for anyway.
I really need to start thinking before I speak. Yesterday, RB asked me if I could get his brother a phone on my account. So far, having RB on my plan hasn't been a problem but it's been like three months so ... I don't really know. And I don't really know his brother that well. Yes, we've met before ... a looooooong time ago. The last time I saw him, he didn't know who I was. I did not feel inclined to do him a favor but RB asked and for some dumb reason, I am a sucker for him. Anyway, today RB told me that his brother was in too big of a hurry so he got his own plan. Good for you!! Way to be a grown man about it! Whew! I dodged that bullet.
I slept like shit last night and so I woke up later than I was supposed to this morning. The alarm went off and the first words out of my mouth were, "You've got to be kidding me!" I was not thrilled and had a terrible time waking up. I couldn't find my deodorant so I was late getting dressed which made me late to work and of course I wasn't wearing deodorant. Realized I was still short on my light bill. I have a disconnect notice, no good. AND THEN I started my dot dot. I hated today.
I've kind of missed seeing Singer's face so I texted him last night and told him I was thinking about him. I'm still in awe over our relationship. He's my favorite. He is the only one that I haven't caught in a lie. Plus, he's fun and we're really good together in bed. I can talk to him about almost anything and he almost always gives me words of wisdom even if it hurts me. He's almost a good guy. So we said that we were going to hang out last night since it had been a while. He was going to come over after practice and hang out until Kay got off from work. By the time I had gotten home from work, I had started the dreaded dot dot. I was so pissed but it was really light and I thought I may have been able to still play with Singer so I waited to let him know I started. By 7:30 it was clear that my play date was about to be ruined. Even though he was still in practice, I let him know that dot dot was here and told him I understood if he didn't come over but he was welcomed to if he wanted. He came over anyway. We had some drinks, we smoked a little and we watched Never Back Down (love that movie). While we were sitting on the couch, he grabbed from my hand. I kind of wanted him to pull me close to him, put his arm around me, and sit with me. I DO NOT know what I was thinking. Luckily, he ruined the moment by trying to get me to suck his dick. UM NO! I am not the one. If I don't get off, you don't get off. That simple. What was he thinking?
My job interview went well. I really hope that I get offered the job. She said that she appreciated my honesty and put it down as one of my adjectives. If I get this job, I'll work there two days a week. I'll work at IP two days a week and I'll work at WD two days a week. I'll be working almost 50 hours a week. FINALLY some money. I told RB and Singer about my interview. They both have their fingers crossed. I'm sure because they are both hoping that I'll give them money once I start making some. Sorry boys. I've been too poor too long and ya'll barely lifted a finger to help so Fuck You! Literally ... that's all ya'll are good for anyway.
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