roflmfao people don't understand how close i am to snapping. they really don't. tonite, i had the opportunity to get a red doberman puppy (no more than just a few months old) with green eyes, red nose, natural ears AND tail, for FREE. this guy has been holding this puppy for me for almost a month now and he was just gonna give him to me. i told him i had to ask the person i am living with. well, i did and someone else got involved and had to put their two cents in and had to control the situation AGAIN. i find it funny how i have been warning people for a long time that i am closer to snapping with every push from them, every game, every lie. now i am being treated like a child and i can't stand it. people are sticking their noses where they have no business being. they will realize just how far tehy are pushing me when i leave here. again. once he goes off to basic, i will be moving down with his mom to florida, saving up for a car and a place down there, and i won't be making any trips back any time soon. every time i come here it is nothing but drama. my mind is going to snap. i can't take this any more. it's not even about the effing dog. its about being controlled. i am married, holding down a decent job, paying rent, and taking care of my responsibilities, yet i am still being treated like a damn 2year old. lmfao i just don't give a damn anymore who is left behind as long as i got my husband with me. my family does nothing but play me, use me, and control me and i am done. but they still dont seem to realize that. well, they will. soon |