'I cannot believe that it has come to this' she says to herself as she kisses the rope in her hands, her tears, dark like rain upon the ground. Her life was only a mirage of happiness. Delusions of love, given and recieved. Their words cut deeper than they ever knew, carrying her into maddening sorrow filled with razor sharp blades and deep black holes, so easy to fall into forever. She flings the rope over the branch; ties the knot as if under an evil spell masked by pain. The sorrow grows deeper, the agony is too much to bear. She climbs upon the stool and the crystal clear truth is known: There is noone to stop her. Noone to save her now. She is alone. Completely helpless against the tidal waves of emotion claiming her last breath. She whispers to herself 'Why?' And, she jumps..As if in slow motion her world shatters as if breaking glass..The tiny pieces piercing her skin as she falls under the cloak of darkness forever..
As her blood flows forever, her heart will break with the secret that noone knows:
She wanted to live..
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