I have done something terrible. By accident. Not by choice. In fact when I first saw her, I didnt think too much except man she looks like a frightened doe. You know what the abominable thing I have done is? I fell in love with a straight girls soul and essence. I saw my past in this person, like before being born, there she was. There we were. It was organic. Natural, and nuclear in form. BUT.. I never meant for this to happen and now my heart is entangled and I canot seem to shake it. And its weighing heavily on me like an elephant so I need to do what I do best and write till the weight is lifted off of my soul. Because spiritual things manifest physically.
She is the wind, you know? And you cant pin down the wind. I wouldnt want to. Just want its breezes to come face to face with me sometimes. I would give her the world if I could. LASSO THE MOON haha. I will have to finish this later someone is actively trying to stop me from even writing about this.
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