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What's your secret?
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Lost Love

02/20/2011

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This might get lengthy. I just wanted to apologize ahead of time, I really need to say this though.
We were in love and you were crazy about me and I took it for granted. You wanted to marry me & have babies with me & take care of me. You adored me....and I hurt you. I didn't think I was in love but I was deeply in love and scared. Now were both married with kids and I never stop thinking about you. Its been 11 years since you've held me in your arms and told me you loved me.
Now I get to work beside your wife who hates me and belittles me about everything, I feel like she keeps opening this wound over and over. I have to always go on and on about how perfect my marriage is and how happy I am so that she doesn't really know how I'm feeling....because that is my deepest darkest secret...no one will ever love me the way you did. We were together 6 years and after 11 years apart and finding a man who is really good to me I still can't get over the fact that I ruined my true happiness and you won't even say hello to me. It kills me that we will never speak again yet I will always love you so much. I wonder if you ever think about me.
Probably not
(Btw I would never cheat on my husband and I do love him I just wish these feelings would go the hell away)

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:C I feel for ya, doll. For reals. Good on you for never cheating on your husband. Dont feel bad for thinking about him, you can think about him all you want just..no touchy lol. And fuck his wife, she sounds like a bitch.

[Betch.|0 likes] [|reply]


his bitch wife probably hates you BC she knows how he felt about you and probably doesn't feel the same about her.

[Khoquetishღ|0 likes] [|reply]

take it from someone who's been there.. its not worth it. As hard as it is to forget him... thats what you got to do. Even if you think you would never cheat and never would go that far - it will bring nothing but heartache in the long run

[Meghans FollieStar|0 likes] [|reply]

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