i don't know what i expect from people. obviously too much.
i can't depend on anyone anymore because they have all proven to only be extremely disappointing.
i can't say that i am any better. i'm quite sure i have disappointed everyone who knows me. but i haven't stopped trying to make myself something better for whoever finds it in their heart to care either way.
toby locked up but he gets moved to long term treatment tomorrow morning.
my parents are still unhappy.
i have no idea how andrew feels about me. probably quite negatively.
luke turned out to be a shithead. not that it really surprises me.
brooke betrayed me as most people do.
ashley and i have sorted things out though andrew loves to bring up our issues whenever he's mad at one of us.
lauren has moved to dc and i had no idea i would miss her this much.
there are rumors about me using coke with brit so i can't really afford to have my name tied with her in a negative way.
the summer semester turned out to be really good for me.
the fall semester is much crazier with so many people there.
my first class is my art class and i can't wait to get my feet wet but i hope i can stay on top of everything else too.
i got a promotion at baskin robbins even though i hate it, i need money.
i still work too much, talk too little, give everything, lose it all.
i don't know what i expected.
i'm trying really hard to balance my school and work and love and social life and family. i'm also getting started on work for my portfolio because i would really like to start applying for colleges soon and the national portfolio day is in about a month.
i love my life. despite it's many flaws. |
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