i was hesitant about saying this on here because i guess i made it an
unwritten rule to only dedicate this space to the
old love...
but my life, my present, seems to be taking over and i can't hide it.
i've had a friend, an online friend, for two years.
so this friendship existed before
he broke up with me.
we live greatly apart from each other,
and never planned on meeting.
i can't say i didn't want to, but i didn't mention it because
i felt i'd be risking too much.
aside from an age gap (he's the older one), and
distance, i just felt like the odds were against our friendship,
but even more so if we met.
but i enjoy our IM conversations so much...
our friendship was so clean, fun, supportive, and compatible.
i don't know - all i know is that i know him better than
even some friends in real life.
does that make sense?
i was afraid of losing that if we met and things went weird.
so, the real story begins
here!
to make a long story short, he came to my state for vacations with a friend.
later i kind of signed myself up to tag along with them somewhere,
but in the end i couldn't make it.
so he's been in my time zone for a few days now
and has been updating me all through the trip via e-mails.
last night he sent me an e-mail...
and i dared to
ask if he wanted to talk on the phone.
this would be the first time ever.
he said yes....
and it was so
GREAT!!
we talked for almost TWO hours, and neither of us wanted
to hang up!
but it was about 1 AM and we had to.
our conversation was just like or even better
than i had ever hoped for it to be.
we were laughing, i was doing a lot of the talking...
and i think we even...god forbid.
flirted.
sigh.
i have not been able to get this out of my head.
i hope he feels the same.
i know we're just great friends and all we can ever be.
haha-but hey! did i mention he's
devilishly HANDSOME??!
he is.
be jealous!!!!
^_^
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OH YES!! i defintely believe in online friendships. honey, i have a whooooole seperate LIFE online! don't be ashamed about it... at least you made a friend that will understand you and like you and be there for you when you need him the most. i have a best friend that lives all th way in canada, while i live in washington. we are insanely close, even though we're insanely far away. one night, we talked on the phone for about 7 hours!! and he was intenseley handsome! 
he has even (accidentally) watched me sleep.. lol. (that totally isn't creepy at all) but hey! don't give up on the friendship. KEEP IT GOING! there's nothing wrong with having friends online. (:
i see the same thing happening with me down the road!
-random noter-