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by ConfidenceIsBeauty

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I'm Ashlee! Woo!

02/23/2009

I'm new, uhg!







So I haven't really noticed I had joined this account until now, lmao! Well, I did, just didn't know how to switch. But then, I clicked on my little name on the top left corner, and hit switch! Anyways, enough of my ramblings.



So, I'm Ashlee Winter (disco.riot. I change my name a lot, so good luck finding me!) And I'm fourteen. I uh, have a lot of problems at school, being in grade eight, I get made fun of a lot. Not as much as I used to, but it's still there, ya know? I'm about five foot four, but it's been a while since I measured. Last time I used scale on the Wii Fit, a few weeks ago, I was one hundred and ninety one pounds. Clearly, that's overweight for a fourteen year old girl. (Or in the Wii's case, obese. Yikes!)



My mom lost weight, 30 pounds, since last February. She's been eating healthy and using our old fashioned treadmill every night for an hour while watching Oprah. Or her stupid soap opera, The Young and the Restless. Anyways... So she is buying all of these clothes, way smaller than mine, and expects me to do the same. And as much as i want to, as much as it hurts everyday thinking of what I'll wear in the Summer, I just... can't. It's some sort of illness, right? Not being able to lose weight? I don't think so, I'm just making up excuses. @#$!



So I'm hoping, that maybe this diary will help me motivate myself to eat healthy (Sadly, that includes cutting out the ice caps i get five times a week, and the Starbucks on the weekends.) if I want to wear a bikini NEXT Summer in JAMAICA! AHH! Sorry, I get excited. My brother's wedding will be there, and my mom is pressuring me to be skinny, so I guess now's the time to start before she blows her head off.



I don't know the guidelines of this diary, so if I'm supposed to write out my goals or something? I'll do that later once I figure it out. And if you want to help me even more, you can start by reading some of my stories on http://www.webook.com/member/AshleeWinter. (all teen fiction.) anyways.



Tonight's my last night before i go healthy (coughcough, or attempt to) so I'm going to eat my hamburger helper now. sneers*



Cheers!










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good luck to you!
keeping track of your progress or even writing down what you have failed at helps you recognize what you need to work on. (:

[deliciousface.|0 likes] [|reply]

enjoy that hamburger helper! yum love it

don't let your mom pressure you too much.. you need to do this for you or it won't matter.

[.Ban.Ignorance.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

oh and look back and everyones entries... see what everyone else is writing.. and do the same

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good luck!!!

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