Yeah so whenever I like a guy 9 time outta 10 they dont like me back, and i always ask..why, whats wrong with me and they never have a reason. Its always something along the lines of theres nothing wrong with you...I just dont like you. Welp sorry. So I finally figured it out all by myself, I got why they dont like me.
Im perfectly fine, but not finely perfect. Not that it matters cause they are only attracted to the girls who are beautifully broken. Make sense? It does to me.
This wonderful realization just came to me. lol I told Harvey that I aim to please and he told me that I was aiming in the wrong direction. That burn was so hot you can still hear me sizzle. So I was trying to play guitar hero but apparently today was the day that i cant put up with stuff like that so i just start bawling lol which sucks when your trying to play guitar hero. So Harveys downstairs and im upstairs with Kristin and Jeffrey and lol im trying to rock out but now im crying and all pissed off and i just start yelling. lol Whats wrong with me? Oh nothing i just dont like you. Really thats cause im perfectly fine but not finely perfect and it doesnt even matter cause they dont like you unless your beautifully broken! lol Kristin was like what? I was like I know what im saying! lol the whole time screaming at the top of my lungs cause i was pissed off. lol I felt stupid, i tried not to cry but im just so frustrated. I dont know if Harvey heard me or not, i was yelling but Guitar Hero was on so he might not of heard me. When he came back up i quietly wipped my eyes and i didnt say bye when he left, and he either didnt or pretended not to notice. Either way im so pissed off/confused. Screw it all to hell.
Then on top of all that I found out that my dad is with Candy again and oh yeah i accidently drank an ash tray. Crappy Crappy day. Please dont let me wake up tomorrow. |
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