and think the lid's the sky.
i love this brand new album.
so much it's incredible.
brand new always rescues me in fall.
winter music feels good for my soul.
so i suppose i should elaborate.
on things that have been going on lately.
because i think i've confused some people.
while i'm not really wanting to share any details,
i've recently been diagnosed with an std.
life long.
from the first person i slept with in a year.
sometimes, i think god is punishing me.
for the way i used to live my life.
my life has changed,
drastically.
and unfortunately will never be the same.
but maybe that's for the best in the end.
on top of that,
alot has been happening to people surrounding me.
my mom is one step away from having bowel cancer.
they removed the polyp.
but it's not looking good.
i have been trying to block out the negative things
happening in my life.
focusing on the positives.
i hope i find myself somewhere in the mess of things. |
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