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HESITATION
by Amitola

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FEELING NOT GOOD

07/24/2024

I have sent a message to tell my supervisor that I am going to leave the university and go home in a few days. The living facilities in the  new dormitory or the building is not perfect. We have to get drinking water on 13th floor and domestic hot water on 10th or 2nd floor, which is very inconvenient compared to the past life. It will be a long trip to take a slow train. My roommate left today. I'll go back home directly and won't visit my deskmate Miss ZHao.

He said that it seemed that I don't love him as usual, especially when we make video calls. He can feel it. But when I ask how, he can't say it clearly. I said nothing. Actually, we didn't make a lot of video calls recently. Even if when we were facing to face on the phone, we didn't talk to each other too much. Sometimes he was studying and staring at the screen or books. Sometimes, I was watching a video. Probably, we just did not communicate with each other well. So, it is okay. Just pretend to be normal. Maybe I have thought too much. I should focus more on my career or task. However, the fact is that I didn't make any progress. Somehow I'm so sleepy now. 

The other day, I cost 11RMB and bought a box of cherry tomatoes and four pears. I finished eating the tomatoes yersterday. Until this morning, I ate two pears. It's time to prepare things for home. Playing too much phone makes me look like an utterly worthless person. I feel the same way. 

In these two days,  a scandal was exposed in academic circles. A professor from a famous university was accused of molesting one of his doctoral students. The more than fifty-minute video was spread and discussed widely first on Bilibili and then went on Weibo headline. Luckily, the professor was investigated very fast and finally was fired by the university. There are many dangers in the process of female's growth, like sexual assault, harassment, sexism and so on. The parents should educate their children to respect females when they are young. The girls must be taught to protect themselves well. It's never too early to recognize the potential danger.

I'm going to eat spicy hot pot for dinner first, then fetch my delivery express. I'll begin to read the 39th chapter tonight. That's all for today.

 

 

 

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