I can't believe this. I can't believe that I was stupid enough. Moments ago, and probably the reason why I am panicking, I went online and purchased Windows 7. The reason for this, I told myself at the moment, was that I need Windows for my computer, as I am currently using a free provider you can download from the Internet. It will not be the pernament fixture for my computer but as I couldn't buy proper Windows for the past year due to money problems, I went with that one.
And now, at this time of the morning (why am I allowing myself to even be on the Internet searching when I KNOW that I don't have the money to buy anything) I got it into my head that I should get around to purchase it.
But I don't have 88 Euros. Even if next week I get paid for my full 35 hours (which with me in this current state is not very unlikely as I can't face work. I can't face anything) I won't have enough to then also pay rent.
And I can't figure out how to cancel it. Microsoft sent me an e-mail saying that my order was being processed and there was no indication of where I should go to cancel it, as they do on Amazon or Play.com.
What am I going to do?
Crap.
I'm bloody useless.
Kya |