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When I Am Old, I Shall Wear Midnight
by Kyamyst

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I'm Panicking! I'm Panicking Because I Am So Stupid!

10/23/2009

I can't believe this. I can't believe that I was stupid enough. Moments ago, and probably the reason why I am panicking, I went online and purchased Windows 7. The reason for this, I told myself at the moment, was that I need Windows for my computer, as I am currently using a free provider you can download from the Internet. It will not be the pernament fixture for my computer but as I couldn't buy proper Windows for the past year due to money problems, I went with that one.

And now, at this time of the morning (why am I allowing myself to even be on the Internet searching when I KNOW that I don't have the money to buy anything) I got it into my head that I should get around to purchase it.

But I don't have 88 Euros. Even if next week I get paid for my full 35 hours (which with me in this current state is not very unlikely as I can't face work. I can't face anything) I won't have enough to then also pay rent.

And I can't figure out how to cancel it. Microsoft sent me an e-mail saying that my order was being processed and there was no indication of where I should go to cancel it, as they do on Amazon or Play.com.

What am I going to do?

Crap.

I'm bloody useless.

Kya

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thank you for your words, and I didn't read your new entry before adding a comment. You should be able to call microsoft and cancel..I really don't know. Eh, I really don't have a friends to run to but I do have a place to go to.

Jenni

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