I feel angry, hurt, and guilty. I'm not sure if I'm mad at him for the way he reacted or mad at myself for opening up the situation or mad at the third party for getting involved or just sick of it all.
Feels like I'm not doing as well as I should be. I hate it when I see my behaviour and cringe, and want to smack myself, but it's like I can't stop digging. Maybe tomorrow I'll put the full story of what happened.
Tonight, bit of a mess. |
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