Mandi I may not be the prettiest thing on the planet. But I have a good heart. I can give and give without caring if I get anything in return. I smile and lot and in general I am a happy person. Though only a VERY few have ever been able to get a true smile outta me. I keep around those that bring me up and i let go of those that bring me down. I have been through a lot and deserve the happiness and love that I have allowed myself to have.
People think that starting drama and talking bad about me will hurt me...but they are wrong. I know who I am and I know what I stand for. I dont ask for anything and I make sure that those around me are taken care of before I care to get what I want. Im a tiny person so therefore I'm not in need of much. lol. All I have ever dreamed to have was just 1 person to love me for who I am. Yes, I complain and nag and bitch and at times an emotional roller coaster. But I am also a hopeless romantic, I laugh and smile and love to great extents. My arms are always open to give out hugs to whoever may need them, no matter what. I am always open to listen..should someone need to vent, complain, advise, or just talk. Im a quiet person but I will input my opinion when I feel it is needed. But most of the time I will stay quiet so that that person can say what they need to say...without judgements.
I am happy to be who I am...is there things that I wish I could fix about me? Yes, but I know that God made me this way so that way I can find the one true person to love me not for my looks, but for my heart. and those of you that know me...know what it's like to love me for my heart.
To plainly put the way I look... I am 5 foot 4.5 with long black hair that reaches to my booty. I have big front teeth with a slight overbite. I wear glasses that end up hiding my best feature (i think) which are my eyes that change from hazel to green or brown...depending on my emotions. I got my nose from my daddy...which happens to have a slight hump in the middle of it  I am 120lbs but still fairly skinny...excluding the weight I gained from the kids in my hips and thighs. My breasts are small not because of the size (i wear a 32 C bra) but because when I lost the weight from the kids...I lost the perkiness and firmness in my breasts. I have a pudge and my "love handles" poke out over my pants. I hate my feet because they arent pretty...I have bunions (i think thats what they are called) and makes my feet look not normal. I never have a clear face..always got acne some where.
Needless to say...just cause I hate how I look doesnt means I am not happy...cause I am. Just wish I had a lot of improvements. And if I can find someone to love me because of all the flaws that I say I have...and still able to make me feel pretty....then I am A-Ok with that....
*Mama Bear*
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