it's an odd blend of sleep deprivation/hyper-caffination, a heart-rending poem by a friend (well hear-rending to me!), an amazing night spent with amazing people, the new OPL CD, and Dr. Horrible's Sing-along-blog.
but you put in all in the blender and you get my current state-of-mind.
it simultaneously puts into focus just how much i feel i'm missing and how lonely i truly am, and yet at the same time i feel closer than ever to what i want...
i feel like i should have more to say...but.....words flee....
maybe more later. |