Still Searching
I being with a line borrowed from a song
"how can i miss you, i've never met you"
I go about my day, each day the same as the last,
looking, seeking, searching,
walking.
Where are you?
*Who* are you?
I love you,
I know you love me,
Where are you?
WHERE ARE YOU?
i need you....i miss you
You are my love, my centre, my....*cheesy music* soul-mate
The other, well I love her.
Make no mistake I LOVE HER
but, she doesn't see me, she doesn't really truly know me,
not like you
is that you?
there is this pain, this gnawing, gaping hole in my centre,
i need to find you
fill me up with your joy and love,
i don't know who you are,
but i know you
you're the one from the poems
thta speical someone from songs and movies.....
i know i *know* i godsdamned know i can fall into your eyes
your silky, peircing eyes
deep penetrating reflections of that soul that interlocks with mine like a perfect puzzle
piece
those eyes, that cut me to the quick
i'll never want to come out..
i miss you so much,
i want to know you, to have our souls brush and blend
to merge, and love and live...
pause...
I am a man without fear yet i'm terrified of three thigns..
i fret about never ever finding you
i'm afraid of missing you
and i'm terrified of losing you
where are you?
and.....how can i miss you? i've never met you. |