Negativity

*hugs*

sparks

So your hubby cheated on you??? That's so not cool. But it has nothing to do with you...it's part of his shortcomings that he cheated. I really hope that you can be happy, at least one day. I know it is hard when you've had to deal with all those thoughts in your head (I've had them and still do sometimes).

I've decided to look for ways to embrace the negativity instead. It's all around me, it's far easier to see and feel and experience, so why not? My wife is tired of me? Well, she doesn't ask for much any more. Lost my job? More time to read. Crippling social anxiety? I spend almost nothing for gasoline each month.

RYC: Oh, wow. I'm sorry that he made that bad decision. I hope that he remains faithful to you now, though. It must be hard to come back from something like that. I know I would have trouble with trust after something like that, too. xx

Oh, btw, I have a personal diary - girl.from.gotham

I'm going to add you on there because I check it more often. xxx

My outlook is to grieve for the sad things, as that is natural. But find small things to be grateful for. Just one small thing each day. Being thankful for clean drinking water, as so many in the world don't have this. And food. And a home. And the way the sun shines on the trees as you pass them. Just little things, that you don't notice unless you look.

RYC: Yep, I am a total bookworm! Love books and I love to read. I read a LOT and pretty fast, unless I have a really busy schedule. What kind of books do you like?