And it'll all get better with time.

I watched Biggest Loser last night, and what incredible determination those people have. I found a lot of things in common with them and my own battle of the buldge. I am determined now more than ever that I will succeed. I even found out some interesting facts about food last night as they did sort of a mini food boot camp. Meat portions are supposed to be between 3 and 4 ounces. That makes it so much easier. I had heard everything from: "just eat until you're full" Yeah thats great advice to "if its the size of your clenched hand, then its probably the right proportions." But that doesnt make any sence because I have really small stubby hands and two what about people with bigger hands. Are they supposed to eat more just because their hands extend mine? and what about height? If the meat is the size of my hand but stands about 5 inches tall, or something like that, am i to assume that I'm supposed to eat ALL of that? Ounces are so much of an easier concept. Haha. I also learned about salads at restaurants. Most are NOT healthy. In fact, the chef they had said that you might as well eat a hambuger instead. Obviously, eating in is a definite better solution than eating out because you know exactly what and how much is going into your food (usually).

I hate working out, but I love the after feeling of it. Last night, I had so much energy, I was probably bouncing off the walls. I don't want to be lazy anymore. I don't want that to be an excuse. I'll probably go for a walk today if this rain stops. If not, I'm going to have to do the bike which I dont like nearly as much as going outside and seeing all the nature because I go to our local park and walk (which is, litterally, like a four minute walk from my house so I dont even have to drive) Its looking like its not going to rain again, but you never know. Where I live, weather is entirely unpredictable.

So I'm going off to school today. I have math and philosophy, one of which I could live without. Suprisingly, its the philosophy. The class is SO boring. I do feel kind of bad for the teacher because we outwit her some of the time, but maybe she's the type that likes that sort of thing? *Shrugs*

I want a vat of coffee. Now. LOL. It is 8:50 in the morning and I want a reason to stay awake. I mean, besides the fact that I have school.

Gotta fly. I gotta get dressed for school at 9:30.

_Fin.