I broke up with Tobi, he's a nice guy and I do love him but if I tell the ultimate truth my heart belongs to someone else.
Today isn't a good day, it's not a bad day it's just an extreamly painful day.
My fibromyalgia is playing up and my neck hurts so bad.
I refuse to lay down because I want to get on with the day and I have no access to the pain killers because mum is out.
I want to scream this is where trust hurts, not just physically but mentally my mum feels that she can't trust me not to take my own life (I haven't attempted in four years of longer.)
So she locks the medication away she says it's her duty of care, but ignores that she's actually putting me for imense pain and sickness when she isn't home.
Where is that duty of care what about when I was vomiting for medication withdraw because I had no access to my heart meds and anti depressants and she was in Mackay?
What about the time she came home and I was on the floor screaming in pain because I had no access to pain relief and was in so much pain.
I understand she is worried but I am 18 where I live that is the age of consent that means if I called the police and told them my medication was locked in a safe I had no access to they would say that she had no right to do that.
When I was thirteen and endangering myself yes she did but from what I have been told by my psycologist and coucilor now that I am 18 even if I was endangering myself she still has no right.
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