 IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND OK HAVENT BEEN ON IN AWHILE I KNOW SORRY.. LIFE HAS BEEN TO HECTIC!!!!OK SO HERE IS THE UPDATE. BABY DADDY DEFINATELY TRYING TO CHEAT ON ME AGAIN!! 4 TIME!! ME AND HIM HAVENT EVEN KISSED MUCH LESS HAVE SEX IN ALMOST 5 MONTHS. I CANT STAND HIM AND I DONT WANT TO BE WITH HIM BUT I HAVE NO WHERE TO GO. SO IM LOOKING FOR A JOB SO I CAN MOVE OUT. I HAVE HAD THE SAME BEST FRIEND SINCE 2 GRADE. WE WILL CALL HIM MUNDO. LIKE I SAID WE HAVE BEEN BEST FRIENDS SINCE 2 GRADE. I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM AND HE KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT ME!!! WE HAVE A "NO LIES" RELATIONSHIP. SO HE CAME IN TO TOWN LAST WEEK END, AND EVERYTIME HE COMES I DITCH EVERYTHING TO GO CHILL WITH HIM, HE IS IN THE ARMY IN CASE I FORGOT TO MENTION IT SO HE COMES DOWN WHEN HE CAN! WELL I LIED TO THE BABY DADDY TOLD HIM I WAS GONNA SPEND THE NIGHT AT MY MOMS. I WAS AT MUNDOS HOUSE AND WE ENDED UP HAVING SEX!! FOR THE FIRST TIME. NOW PEOPLE DONT GET ME WRONG NOW IM NOT A WHORE I HAVE NEVER CHEATED AND MUNDO IS NOW THE 2 GUY I HAVE SLEPT WITH EVER.. DONT WANT YALL TO THINK I JUMP ON ANYTHING WITH A PULSE!!! I DONT KNOW LIKE EVERYTHING FELT SO RIGHT WITH MUNDO SO PERFECT LIKE ITS MEANT TO BE!!! AND MUNDO WAS ALL LIKE OHH I CARE ABOUT YOU SO MUCH I ALWAYS HAVE I WOULD NEVER LET ANYONE HURT YOU.I HATE YOUR BOYFRIEND HE IS AN ASS BLAH BLAH BLAH. AND THEN HE WAS LIKE (this is the killer part) HAVENT YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT WE SHOULD BE TOGETHER?? WE HAVE KNOWN EACHOTHER ALL OUR LIVES HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THEIR FOR EACHOTHER! I JUST THINK THEIR IS A REASON WE NEVER GREW APART NO MATTER WHAT THE CIRCUMSTANCE. YOU ARE TECHNICALLY THE LONGEST RELATIONSHIP I HAVE EVER HAD WITH A GIRL AND THE ONLY GIRL I HAVE NEVER GOTTEN TIRED OF. OK THAT IS WHAT HE SAID. AND NOW I THINK IM IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND! I THINK ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME. AND IM SO CONFUSED. AND I DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD TAKE WHAT HE SAYS SERIOUSLY AND CONFESS MY FEELINGS TO HIM. OR WHAT I MEAN HE LEAVES TO KOREA IN 3 MONTHS PEOPLE!!! AND I AM FREAKING OUT!!!I DONT EVEN LET BABY DADDY TOUCH ME. EVERSINCE SATURDAY NIGHT HE HAS BEEN ON MY DICK!!! MY BEST FRIEND SAYS ITS BECAUSE HE SMELLS THE SCENT OF ANOTHER MAN LOL!! ANYWHO THAT IS ALL MY DRAMA. I REALLY DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD JUST KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT I MEAN I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE MUNDO IM IN LOVE WITH YOU BUT I LIVE WITH ANOTHER MAN.. IM THINKING I GET A JOB MOVE OUT AND THEN SEE WHAT HAPPENS WITH MUNDO BUT THEN AGAIN BY THAT TIME HE WILL MOST LIKELY BE IN KOREA!!! UGH STUPID KOREA.....STUPID ARMY!!!!!!!STUPID MUNDO FOR EVEN JOINING THE ARMY!!!!!!
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