What's a Mama to Do?? | 03/08/2015 |
strike So, tonight, (technically last night since it's 1 in the a.m.) was mandatory overtime at work. It was horrible. Between the pinched sciatic nerve and the minor Braxton Hicks...my night was rough.  EVERY step was a limp and it takes my breathe away. I wish my OB would help me with work. Im in tears every night and when I get home I am forced to soak in a hot bubbly bath just to be able to sleep through the pain. Yes, sciatic pain is normal...but this much surely cant be. I swear it feels like my bones are grinding! Sigh. I think I am going to lose my job. I pray that I don't lose it because being a single mom means I cant afford to go without an income for ANY length of time.
Here lately I have had no appetite. I'll eat but I know that it cant be enough. I've only gained 12 pounds this pregnancy and I have a feeling she wont be as heavy/big as my last 3. Adisyn and Ehren both were born 10 days early, took 4 hours to be born (labor and delivery), both weighed 7 lbs 12 oz, and both were 20 inches long. Rylee was born 5 days early, took about 2-3 hours to be born (L&D), weighed 7 lb 10 oz, and was 19 inches long. He wanted to be different I guess lol. But so far...Shianne is suppose to be over 5 pounds now....but U/S puts her in at just over 3.5....so I am trying not to worry and I am drinking protein shakes to try and beef us up lol. I cant talk to my OB about ANYTHING because EVERYTHING is normal. I've only seen him 2 times during this pregnancy. If I could afford the gas, I'd go elsewhere but for now...he is the only OB in town. *curses on the small town!*
Ehren is getting pretty outta control. He is 5 but such a handful. His attitude...omg! If he get in trouble, he will run into his room, throw the blankets and sheets off his bed, throw the mattress, and then throw toys across the room. (and that's not all) after that, he will hit himself against the wall and pinch himself. I feel like I am at my wits end with him. Maybe it's because I work so much (3p-11p...Mon-Fri). Or maybe because there is no father figure around. IDK. But its bad. He doesn't get along (at all) with his sister and brother most of the time. (i'll say 80% of the time its fighting) But the thing is this....when I am laying awake in bed...i hear him and Adisyn getting along fairly well. But all hell breaks loose when I get up. wtf?! Ive made an appt with a child psychologist/psychiatrist to see whats going on and to have him tested for ADHD because he absolutely can not talk with out yelling and is ALWAYS running around and not to mention he cant stay on topic.
Well, I suppose this is enough ranting and venting for the night...
G'night dears!
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They can not let you go from your job for being pregnant. I guess if you are unable to keep up with your job or work load they could find that just cause.