I'm not going to say I understand people because I don't. I did some housecleaning today, removed a lot of people from my Myspace page that I didn't want there anymore, there is one on there I need to delete and haven't been able to bring myself to do it. I'm not saying who it is, so don't bother to ask. I did the same on my facebook and on yahoo. Jennifer was supposed to come over for dinner, so I made shrimp fettuccine alfredo, glazed carrots, rolls and brownies and she bails on me. She's bailed on me every time since Mike and I stopped hanging out. I don't know what her deal is, starting to wonder if she liked talking to him better then me. Fuck it what do I know. I'm starting to realize I've been a stopping point for a lot of people until they find something different, its getting fucking old. I wanted to get my tattoo done but I'm starting to think its not going to happen this week either. It's already paid for I'm just waiting on her to get her chair and stuff at the shop. I'm just really frustrated right now. Someone has been on my mind lately, not because I think I did something wrong, but because I know things around him aren't going the way they should and he isn't being treated the way he should but I'm not about to say shit to him about it, after he treated me the way he did. I still feel bad about the way things are going, but I don't care regardless. I've pretty much decided today that everyone can kiss my ass. I'm getting tired of being everyone's best friend, the go to girl when things go wrong....I'm not solving problems anymore...handle the shit yourselves. I'm tired of being the underappreciated best friend who doesn't even get noticed unless something is wrong. I pissed a few ppl off tonight, but I don't care. I needed to stand up for myself...I was trying to tell someone what had happened in my life today and for everything I said they had something worse that happened, like it was a pissing contest, only I didn't care who won, I just needed someone to talk to so I said exactly how I felt. And when I said all this I wasn't very nice...so now 2 seperate people aren't talking to me. That's fine, I don't need them anyway.
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