Tuesday - 8:10 AM

11/30/2010

Random Thinking...

I don't even know why I'm doing an entry right now.

My anxiety has been really bad since last night... it's a little better this morning, but I couldn't sleep, mind racing, etc.

All I know right now is I need to WAKE UP.

I have to leave in about an hour with my brother - someone HAS to be there while he's at this appointment - I think that's stupid... and of course, its me, as always.

I have my meeting with Alisha tomorrow.

I'm still feeling sick, which is really irritating because I have things I need to do but I can't function because of being sick... and if I take medicine to feel better then I'm all drowsy and lightheaded.

Oh yeah.... my iron pills would be nice to remember to take them. I took a multivitamin yesterday instead... and felt fine.

Financial aid redid my appeal because they misunderstood regarding what was written by my advisor regarding the classes that I needed before transferring, so I guess I'm staying at this college until after Spring term. I really don't want to be there anymore - I'm tired of being there. I could just transfer - I could have long time ago actually, but for some reason I'm staying. Why?! I have no idea.

I'm at least looking forward to one of my classes this next term... even though its at 7:30 in the morning. I don't like that there's a 2 hour break, but with the classes I need that's the only thing I could do - either that or have morning and night classes, which is not going to work for me.

I think I'm going to lay back down for awhile. I hate being sick.