.x. Sad step parent moment | 08/23/2015 |
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So Lil David skipped school, and when the police tried to stop him.....he ran. He didn't get caught. So I've been really upset with him. Since he had been here, he has had to write 600 sentences saying "I will not skip school, run from the police, watch my mouth and stop being so disrespectful." Plus he's had to do dishes, scrub the tub, sinks, and toilets 3 times. Sweep the house.... Repeatedly. Etc. So today when I get off work, I immediately have to take hubby to work and on our way there lil David says to his daddy "why do I have to stay here when you don't here dad? It's stupid. The point of is coming over is to spend time with you on the weekends."....... Which is the truth, but that just crushed me. I was able to hold back the tears til we got home and had to lock myself in the bathroom and have a few mommy moments to myself.
On another note, baby Merle is good. Stays active for a good part of the day. I still don't have a baby bed or crib. Makes me sad cause I want to start seeing him a spot up in our room. I have almost everything I need cause my mom got it from my cousin (super nice stuff, alot still has tags on it). But it's all at her house. Ask I have here is 2 packs of diapers, and a bassinet. I feel like I have nothing for baby merle right now, even though I just need smaller things like lotions, clothes, wash, diapers, wipes, things like that. And his bed, cribbing, and a breast pump will be my most expensive things. With me and David just getting back to work, we are playing catch up on bills and stuff, so I'm trying to budget, but there's barely anything extra right now, and what is left over is house supplies. I'm scared that I won't be able to get the breast pump, crib, or bedding.
The Baby
March 21, 2015 - First faint positive
March 29, 2015 - First visit to E.R. for cramping. Levels were 1,300 and ultrasound showed a gestational sac.
April 3, 2015 - Second visit to E.R. for fluids. Levels were 5,600 and ultrasound showed gestational sac and yolk sac.
April 8, 2015 - First ultrasound at OBGYN office to make sure baby is okay, and hopefully found out my due date. Baby is great, due Date is December 3, and the heartbeat was 140.
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